If all your prayers were answered, would it change the world or just yours

If all your prayers were answered, would it change the world or just yours.

Wow. And wow.

And while I ask myself this, a voice in my head asks but what ARE your prayers. What DO you want?

Money enough to not have to think before I spend on something

Time enough to be able to take my road trip and write my book

Friends enough to never have to worry who I can talk to

Success enough to never doubt my abilities

Love enough to never feel alone

Heart enough to do something that will make a difference

Courage enough to be able to take the plunge and not dither

Strength enough to rise every time I fall

Wisdom enough to learn from every misadventure

Fortitude enough to face every battle with positivity

So, I made this list in the order in which the thoughts came. Interesting how I started with money, then immediately to a very tangible goal and then went all esoteric.

And now really wow - i went back to the question that started this all - and i realised I am so all about just myself. Quite contrary to this blend of JC and Mother Theresa I like to believe I am.

Should i call this delusion or hypocrisy?

Or am i just unnecessarily being too harsh on myself?